Speaking Heart

2009-11-11T20:17:00.000-08:00

NOVEMBER, 10th

2009-11-09T03:46:00.000-08:00

i love you more today then i did yesterday,
but not as i will tomorrow
if i could be an angel,
i would make your every wish come true,
but i am only human who's loving you.
if i could give you one thing in my life,
i would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes
only then would you realize how special you are to me...

sometimes words are hard to find to form that perfect life to let you know
you are always in my mind
someone that special that no one could replace...

i love you and i will always will!
you have filled a space that no one could fill..
trust me,
I LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER...<3>

2009-10-16T23:28:00.000-07:00

love Ak Hafiz soo muuccccchhhhh...........................................

u'r my soulmate

my sweeetheart

every beats of my heart is urs

u'r king of my heart

my love

my very bestfriend

my listener

my true man

u locked my heart and throw the key into that deep ocean so that we'll b together till the end of life

November 10th

Precious You..

2009-08-04T22:16:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum,..

hm.. lately, thinks aren't goin much ryt. mcm paranoid aku aa.. m, i feel bad sumtym f theres no dd around me. boring f nda txting up and msn ma dd a day.. apatah g nda jumpa. alaaa... mcm2 ku pkir tu.. haha' mayb m being too sensitive.. pedah2 pun kn booboo.. huhu' nda kna bls mc n nda on9 pun kn sinsitip. uhh... im juz scared of loooosssssiiiiinnng himm,.... i love u dd!!!! mmwwaahhuuggxxx.....

spending tym at KB

2009-08-03T22:26:00.000-07:00

last sunday.. dd brought me k KB pagi2 dah kmi jaln.. sat nyt we went watch movie. it was a lot of fun d KB. we visited OGDC dat day.we spent d whole day d Seria n KB.. kmi try everyting yg ada at the exhibition.. but dd jdi mangsa. huhu, mumy lyt n tukng gambar dd aja aa.. heheee.. entry for kids $3, below 5 is free, adult $5 and package $12 (2adults 2 kids). kalau bwa kids siuk lah ksna.. we cn learn about science and of coz oil and gas history and related subjects. thanx again dd for bringin me there. u guys should go there and u'll twist ur mind to solve the unsolve' huhu' belows are some random pix @ Oil and Gas Discovery Centre.

i wish to ride this one,, but unfortunately aku pkai dress tah jua,, sia2 pun ja ku. so dd th sja. this thing will gona tutn around upside down so that we feel like an astronaout (lurus kah ejaan ku ah =s) dlm rocket. haha,, ntah nda ku tau eyh!!

ijap ku mliat mcm kn TUMPAH!!

this thing is so cool, "WINNING BY RELAXATION". the head band has a sensor that wud interprete our relaxation level to a monitor then it controls the movement of that small ball. the more relax u are the higher the chances of winning the game. mcm naruto dah DD a,, huhu' anyway CONGRATULATION to dd coz u beat me with ur dirty tricks!! =p

dd limpang on the nail bed. steady yaaaaa,,, nda tambus n bdarah.. haha! magic eyh!! *in the end gatal2 bdn sal tajam* ^^,)

does it look like falling? hrmm...

thanks again dd loveee =)

Back to School again

2009-07-11T23:16:00.000-07:00

salam' todays Sunday n tomorow gonna start a new semester d IM. hm,, wat a boring sunday.. karng g kn balik hostel. m so lazy.. dd kaja til nyt today,, ot sja tia ne. m so eager dah kn start new semester esuk but kn balik hostel ane realy set up =( skulah g jauh d ubd, hostel d gdng,, jauh kn tuu... hm,, booriinngg ku eeeeeeeeee... tingal g sorng2 d blik, mlm apatah g boingnya. jauh g kn jumpa dd =( huuwaaarrgghh!! i cnt imagine how bored its gonna b, plus dd kja sjaaa... uwaaaa.. kn nanez ku eyh' my life is so boring n empty without him.. perhaps sumtin wud cheer me up. gatal g ati kn nunggu result ne.. saket pala ku, m so scared, wish i cud make it. amiinnn~~~ hmm.... thats all for now. nanti update g d hostel. assalamualaikum....

BRISBANE???

2009-07-08T22:59:00.000-07:00

this is unbelievable' aku nda spatutnya ekut trip to Brisbane but i received last minute offer and fortunately i got that special offer and finally i managed to joined the trip!! huhu.. a day before the flight bru tah ku buat visa and confirmation.,, crazyyy!! Syukur Alhamdulilah that i experienced the trip. tawakkal sja ku aktu ksna cz nda smpat beinjek.. tkut plg ku cz its been an outbreak of swine influenza' we enjoyed the trip so muchh.. kmi tinggal d Gold Coast brisbane, @ Courtyard Paradise Hotel.

upon arrival we visited South Bank and tauz took our lunch, Turkish style.. then on the way to hotel kmi stop by Gold coast mosque,,, n smbhyng sna skajap. i cant remember the actual schedule but we went to Sea World, Movie World, Country Paradise, Queensland University, Royal Woman Bisbane Hospital, and shopping around brisbane and gold coast.

roller coaster d sea world.. drg lyan bwa maen,.... haha!! siiuukkk brabizzz!!!!

at Sea World.. sesame street playground for kids'

country paradise

views from my room and Suxal, my roomate. we were at the 34th floor by 35. haha!! tinggi toohhh!!!

south bank

IT'S COMBO BDAY PARTY!!!

2009-07-06T02:28:00.001-07:00

haha!! birthday party dlambak for those yg bday on jUNE and yg kn ekut2an nyambut,, keke' so we decided to make it on 21st june, bday for aleen, kaka rini, mahadi, gue' n sapa2 sja lah.. smuanya bday' huhu. kmi organised few games for kids (blind fold painting, karaoke and coloring contest, treasure hunt, musical chair, and some other games yg spontaneous idea punya,, haha) and i invited some of my frens.. *sorry for those yg nda trinvite cz it was last minute* dd qu jua dtg, we had barbeque jua.. siuk lah, it was damn fun' perhaps dapat buat lagi next yr.. or bila2 aja laaaa... thanx to all!!

ada lyan n dinie jua,, n dd qu.. drg kna suruh blwn men cube.. n d winner is LYYAAANNNN!!!

May We Meet in the Heaven JESSY ='(

2009-07-06T02:11:00.000-07:00

19th june. diz is so sad! bngun pagi ja aku kn men ma jessy but the moment i saw her, badannya karau n nada respond n matanya black n bdannya labu n sajukkk ='( i was so shocked! kamrinnya jua she was fine, maen2 n lari2.. isshkk.. ishk... uh' m so sorry jessy,, but i realy dont know what caused ur death' aku bagi kau mkn jua,, cukup2..hrmm,, anyway nda jua ku dpt buat papa. dat tym taus aku mnta dgnkn akem n bb kuburkn jessy dblakang. mudahan dcucuri rahmat n i wish to c u in another world. love u so much jessyyy... gonna miz u......... ='( ='(

the day before jessy passed away... =(

bro's Engagement Day

2009-07-06T01:40:00.000-07:00

due on 14th june. huhu.. this is too late oredy kan dupload but sanak ku mliat dlm mobile ku n lappy ku.. so i just wna share some of the pix during my bro's engagement day...

SIXTEEN JUNE 2009

2009-06-15T19:20:00.000-07:00

OMG.. its TODAY!! i cant believe ittt.. btw m SEVENTEEN ah' haha! hrmm,, today nutin special but lastnyt i got punkd' hahah.. LYAN n DINIE came to my house, they brought me a surprise with a cake. rupanya drg bsubahat sma DD ku APEZZ,, n DRG CILA n BB, no wonder mcm laen ja dd dmlm atu ah. he received a call n said that he has to go home,, n aku dgn hati yg nda rela dgn kn th ea kuar kn balik, suddenly udah ku buka pntu ada tia this 2 little creature nyanyi2 HAPPY BUFFDAY' kambang waah drg ahhhh... i was shocked and touch lah' cceeewwaaahh~~~~ =D steady drg ane keep secret ah. drg cila n bb udah jua plan ma apez msa kmi jln kgiant dat afternoon' huhu,, anyway thanks to u guyss,,, it was wonderfull' thank you so much for the cake, the food n d gifts. mmmmwwwaaahhhhzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!! love you all'

from my beloved dd.. Ak. Abd Hafiz,, thank u so much dea.. love u owez. mwaxxx!!

from Dinie and Lyan.. Players girl bag, MAN United n Street Couture shirt. thanx Babezz. n a cute pink Octopus yg lma dah ku idamkn from dd cyg. hehe'

will b add up more soon...

bejulll... =D

2009-06-09T23:56:00.000-07:00

this are few pics of my nephew yg addict kn bgmbar. haha! bejuullll....

bgosip ya lagi.... alah shin chan

Nyt Out at Cheezzz Boxxx

2009-06-09T23:37:00.000-07:00

Girls Nyt Out

2009-06-09T20:07:00.000-07:00

bnr kah tu kami sharing mkn ahh?? haha

pose sblum mkn,, spaya nda bjabir' keke =p

chicaaasss'' oopss~~ ada apeezzz' hehe

kekanyangan plus wait 4 anotha meal

here we areee =D

finally... ITS DONE!!

2009-06-08T01:56:00.000-07:00

yaaahoooo!!!!!!!!!! we'e done our NNH4 xam. ffuuhh.. mnakan ahh,, mun aku tdo smpai temimpi2 ane waa.. nda nyaman tdo ku. kali ane chaaa.. huhu. but m kinda disapointed coz topic yg ku bnr2 ane nada kuar ane wahh =( d surgical question drive me crazzyyy' once ku open d page.. i got stuck and i really have no choice, Tonsilectomy ja yg ku tjwp else than dat i cudnt remember anything. uurrgghhh!! somehow i tried to work out amputation. atu pun hardly and i dont noe what m doin.. huhuh,,, Whatever' as long as it ends, i feel much relieve. eheee,, so now m thinking ways to fill my days and activities for the holiday. m so boring... m not goin anywhere... some1 bring me ouuttttt.. plzzzzzz~~~~~~~~~

2009-06-05T03:42:00.000-07:00

uuhhh.. lma jua dah ku nda update blog ku ane.. huhu' kemarin baru ku ambil lappy. change motherboard cost me $480.. WTF. tantu bali lappy damit tu, $450. haha.. anyway i still need diz lappy.

hm,,,, xam is coming in diz few days. so i only have 3 days for revision now. but tadi biar ku jalan2 plg kmall sma kaka n cla.. tdi tnghari we went to Magsta, aku n cla treatmnt rambut kaka mnicure' walaupun aku ksaloon masih jua ku ingau kn revision so i bring along my notes n revise dsna. hahahaaha... jdi th. revision jua nmanya tu. bh.. nleh me kn buat bnyak2, nanti th g ku updatee...

ITS REVISION TIME!! GO JUNE!! GUD LUCK TO ALL MJ-IANS!!!

A Long Weekk.... n cumming OSCE

2009-04-21T03:35:00.000-07:00

asalamualaikum,, huhu' its lyk mcm lam dah ku da post anything.. i was actually busy doing clinical placement d RIPAS clinic. three rotations, d diabetic clinic, phy clinic and nxt week will b in physiotherapy. i was fun plg .. i prefer workingd clinic rather than d ward. huhu.. hrmm... lately ane i went jog ma lyan d tasek n aku tjumpa many people yg lma dah ku nda jumpa. heheee... but yg mnambah kstressan ku ane.. osce xam th g. gagaran jua ku ne. uuhh.... next 2 days will be our OSCE xam. wish me luckk... m so scared. after that, on 9th may mid test tia g. ya Allah... mudahan tah aku pass.. blum g prepare.. kusut ku ee.. clinical + osce + revision for test' m goin craaaaazzyyyyyyyyyy..........................

i thnk m sad

2009-04-07T06:49:00.000-07:00

uhhh... npa ya ahh.. i dont noe how i feel nw, bt m kinda sad. nt the reason is unclear' hmm.. i just red sum1 blog. it swing my mood.. there is nothing between he and she. but y did she mad??? n npa he said sorryy.....bpkir jua ku jadinya tu' apakaaaannn?? m i interfeering people's relationship?? btambah g cdyg atu marh.. pa th rtinya tu? knapakn f c awg atu lambat gtau, whats her problemm?? were they together? did he promised her aything? maybe they did talk about serious relationship...n i did not noe abt that. hmm...... my heart torn n i can feel raindrops on my cheek ='( and there is heavy rain in my heart... ya ALLAH i dont understand...... ='(

i miss you dd.....

nene umrah n a small surprised

2009-04-02T07:16:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum... hhihi' tadi ptg we went to airport antar nene umrah. nene was accompanied by angah adul and aunt suraya, anah, babu n d husband. i was planning to meet my dd d airport since i go there sama kaka n aku kn jumpa dd jua. baru ja parking, accidentally some1 parked jua next to us. to my surprise it was DD. huhu' what a coincidence!! so kami jlan lah msuk airport sma2. hehe,,, malu ku plang, ramai g kami ane,, lama2 ketahuan jua n terexposed tia yg hafyz is my bf. pacaaahhh eyyy.. anti esah atu banaaa =D tarus tia kna introduce ea ane. yg pentingnya every1 noes he is mine oredy. hehe... mmuuaaccchhh!! love u deep deepppp!!!!

the sad part was when it came to salam2.. aku sbnarnya nda mau nanges bh.. p when i saw nene lap mtanya tu tau cha ku.. ekut tia ku nanges jua. huhu!! menjangkit bh tangisan ah. he.. anyway i pray 4 their save journey. may Allah bless them. n i realy wish nene sehat2 sja. ammmiiinnnn =')

The BABY PHAT and QALAS

2009-04-01T05:24:00.000-07:00

tdi ptg kmi ada buat mini sport day. huhu.. i was in a group with shydah, dinie, domi, nina, nori, lina, aisha and mezan. our group was PINK = KALAS. haha! it was fun lah.. kumpulan kmi paling smangat toh, siap g with the banner c dinie personally buat n funky cute ribbon arah tudong. hehe. love ya guys! GIRL POWER!!

this is our group label d PINK or bruneinya KALAS! btw,, we are the champion even most of us bini2

m goin crazy with d BABY PHATS bagggggsss... gila wa. for this month i bought 2 bags of it. but i dontt care.. there is a memory y i must buy d bag. hihi... anyway, i love d bags =D it cost about $100 ++ buying these bags. mmuuuaacchh!!!

Thank You....

2009-03-30T03:12:00.000-07:00

hm... recently things had change a lot. i dont want to talk more about it. i've met someone thats so important to me. not until now that i realize how precious he is. God had given me a gift. m actually tired of this lyf,,, full with lies. ena mau balik smula how my life goes on dulu. baru th ena tfikir now, siapa next to me when i was in pain, siapa sma me waktu i need help, when m happy. of cz lah...tempat mengadu atu yg Di Atas.. but this guy is d person that Allah sent in order to menyampaikan HIS help. i've been wasting my tym fooling around trying to find the ryt 1. he was standing in front of me no matter what happened even when i knocked him down, he is still standing there waiting for me. the first tym he said I HATE U, and it feels lyk my hearts been ripped from my chest.but, after all d bad words came out from ur mouth u can accept me. nothing can break the bond. u are my lyf... thanx a lot DD...

chikaaasss n dudess

2009-03-30T02:28:00.000-07:00

huhu.... these are the chickaaaasss... =) sampat g bgmbar2 aa..

the HOT one!! sangal cAreff nahan senyum nya tu

honey a.k.a hanni a.k.a MELLITUS with me. people says that we r kinda d same =s but realisticly we aren't!! =D

nda qu mau2 juaa... mesti ada gmbar quuuuu

jessy jaat!!!

2009-03-25T02:48:00.000-07:00

look!! dats my jessy's crib.. hehe..

i think... jesy hate me ='( ea slalu lari2 dari aku aaa... asalku kn tangkap btapuk cha' eyhhh... skali kn, tadi i was about to catch him skali she bit me1 ato yaaaa~~~ bdarah wa jari ku' haha!! jht jessy atu. then i locked her in her house. keke... tau nya mkn minum tdo.. exercise pun kjap2 ja arah wheel nya atu. ehe... nauty her!!

cmana ne ='(

2009-03-24T05:53:00.000-07:00

OMG.... i cant stand diz feeling... ='( diz picture of teddy remind me of someone dat realy means alot in my lyf. god, i miss him damn much =( =(... i am supposed to forget him. i must. but,, how?? i cant get rid of him eventhou kami nada contact langsung.. npakn 2 a??? sasak ku dah ne.. nda ku tau pa kn ku buat. hmm.. i have no where to share story actually.. ytah ena buat cni ja.. i miz himm........................... what else can i do to overcome diz?? i dont want to hurt my king's feeling. nda buleh tu.......aku yg mesti berubah! berubah! berubah! /(>_<)\

I Got a Gift

2009-03-24T05:51:00.000-07:00

yeeheeee!!!! my king brought me a surprise yesterday' hehe! he bought a HAMSTER! dat was shocking brabiz' hahah.. since he s afraid of bnatang2 ane, jantah kn hamster yang damit atu, meow hantap th g takutnya. wawa!! nyway, m loving it. complete g baliknnya toh with the cage and the food. pink g cagenya toh. krg th ku gmbar, esuk2 ku upload d pix. hamster me is a GURL, namanya JESY. umurnya nda ku tau, tingginya 5 cm. mtanya RED. shes very noty, ska tdo!! ska ggt tangan ku jua. haha... nda ku tau pa kn ku buat g. m just booreeddd' m still using my lub's lappy, i think by 2mrw i should fix my lappy. i cant live w/o it. ok. tataaaa~~~

1st timer.. haha

2009-03-23T09:51:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikuummm... heheh' m so baru2an. i dont do dis alone, n yet i dont even noe how to start diz blogging. BIG thaannxxx to my dearest QAMARIAH. keke =D she was d 1 who helped me to create diz. haha! (pacah eyyhhh aku ahh.. sakai =s ) anyway,, i think diz myt help me to release my tension. m so damn stressed lately.. i dont care whatever happnd to me anymore. mm so tired. lappy ku rusak, mobile ku dua2 rusak (saket pala ena toh nada mobile a.. mcm sparuh nyawa wa. keke) but nw since allowance out dah, my 3G is on but not my DST. so for every's info. DST not active for now... uhh.. its 12:58 now. i jus finish my preparation for tomorrw presentation. kn tdo lu.. m mentally tired. nyt all... i'll post again tomorrow... nsyaallah' tataaaa~~~